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THE one thing that Dawn Rochelle remembered most about her fourteenth birthday was that she was still alive. In her diary, she wrote:
March 23,
Well, Fue made it for almost a whole year. It doesn't seem possible that Fve had leukemia since last April. I wish this hadnt happened to me. I wish I didn't have to go to the clinic for my checkup next week. I wish they didn't have to poke a hole in my back and take my spinal fluid — what if they find cancer cells? I can't think about it.
Today at school I heard that Jake Macka is moving. I wonder what it would be like to have him kiss me. I
wonder if any "normaV^ boy will ever kiss me.
For my birthday, Mom and Dad gave me a ''boombox' in hot pink. Rob sent a Michigan State mug and a pink sweatsuit. He's coming home for spring break this Saturday and I can hardly wait to see him. He says he's got someone special for us to meet. Ill bet it's Darcy, the girl he was dating last Christmas.
Fourteen is all right, more than I thought Fd see when I was so sick in the hospital last year. But how about fifteen? Will I see fifteen?
Dawn looked over her neatly formed words. She had been in remission for almost one whole year. It had been one year since her hospitalization, the pain, the tubes in her chest and mouth, the FV bottles, the chemotherapy, the side effects from all the drugs. It was all mostly over with now. These days she went for checkups at the clinic twice a month where she received the medications, but in smaller doses. Her doctors called it "maintenance." Some of the worst was behind her. But the fear wasn't—the horrible fear that the leukemia would come back. And that it would
kill her, as it had Sandy Chandler, her once and best friend.
She sighed and shut the purple cover of her diary. FU write more in it later, she thought. She'd learned about keeping a diary from Sandy. She often felt that if she died, the diary was something special and personal her parents could keep.
"Happy Birthday!"
Dawn whirled around to the smiling face of Rhonda Watson from the school's cheerlead-ing squad.
"Your mom was out front and said I could come on up. What's happening?" Rhonda bounced into the room. Her brown hair swirled over her shoulders as she flopped onto the bed.
"Nothing much," Dawn answered. "What's happening with you?"
"I brought you a present." She tossed a brightly wrapped box to Dawn.
"Gee, thanks." Dawn was surprised. Even ............
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